Family

This is my family

Patrick, girls and Val my Mum in Law. I miss my parents, sister and nephews so very much. When I was home in the UK before finally moving to Canada I heard so many people saying that they wanted to emigrate, and three people I knew were in the process of emigrating to NZ and Australia. I do ot think they consider the pain of being seperated from your family.

Every little set back in life seems harder to bear without the support network of friends and family.

Don't get me wrong I truly love the in-laws, but it will NEVER replace Mum, Dad and AJ. So much day to day stuff happens and is forgotten.

Still enough moan and groan, life is good at the moment, whilst I struggle with my fears 24-7, I am on a good perod at the moment and I am feeling positive. It is so damnhard to keep that positive feeling, I always feel ike everybody else gets it and I don't. I would dearly love to be able to see how people 'see' me.

Ali